| Location | Fairview |
| Age | 31 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/1977 |
| Date of Death | 28/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,527 since 05/11/2008 |
| Creator |
Jesse was an amazing husband and father who was taken from us too soon. I can't believe that I would
lose you my love, still yearning for your touch every single day! I miss your kiss, your laugh, your
captivating blue eyes. I miss how you were an absolutely amazing father to our son and daughter, who
yell at the sky every day and tell the angels that they want their daddy back! I can't stop thinking
about you and how you enriched my life. You're in my dreams, my heart and forever a part of my soul.
I feel as if I've lost a part of myself......my soul aches without you my angel. Till we meet again,
I will think of you, wanting to feel your gentle touch. Our son and daughter send their love and
kisses to their daddy my darling. Until then.....I love you Jesse, with my entire heart and soul!
8TH FEBRUARY 2009.
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART......
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When the dark wood fell before me
And all the paths were overgrown
When the priests of pride say there is no other way
I tilled the sorrows of stone
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I did not believe because I could not see
Though you came to me in the night
When the dawn seemed forever lost
You showed me your love in the light of the stars
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Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me
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Then the mountain rose before me
By the deep well of desire
From the fountain of forgiveness
Beyond the ice and fire
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Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me
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Though we share this humble path, alone
How fragile is the heart
Oh give these clay feet wings to fly
To touch the face of the stars
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Breathe life into this feeble heart
Lift this mortal veil of fear
Take these crumbled hopes, etched with tears
We'll rise above these earthly cares
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Cast your eyes on the ocean
Cast your soul to the sea
When the dark night seems endless
Please remember me
Please remember me.
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LOVE JUDE.X
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I'm just lost babe....no one understands the agony and the torture that it is every single day to even get out of bed. I think of you every single second of every day and just wonder WHY you would ever leave us!?! Our wedding would have been in about 2 weeks, you know that we hadn't set the exact date. I'm mourning you, my soulmate and the wedding that we will never have. There will never be another person on this earth for me that I will ever love like you. You are THE ONE for me honey, you know that and I will always and forever be Jesse's Girl!! You have my heart, you have my soul, you are my everything babe! Loving you for eternity! xoxo
7TH FEBRUARY 2009
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I asked that they'd be Godly,
With wisdom of His ways.
A friend to help and guide me
I the troubles of these days.
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So often in life, we need someone
To listen while we talk.
Someone who will not condemn or judge,
But encourage us as we walk.
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The narrow road we choose to follow
May sometimes make us stumble.
But to have a friend to catch our fall,
Teaches us to be humble.
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When I asked the Lord to send a friend,
Though many came and went.
He gave much more than I ever asked,
For you are the friend He sent me.
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WITH LOVE AND THANKS FOR BEING THERE, JUDE. X X
Time goes by but it seems like it's standing still.....I feel like the first day that I lost you babe...just empty. It's like I just watch myself falling apart....I try to fake it and be strong for the kids, but I know that they know I'm not the same without you. They're not the same without you. I don't want to get out of bed in the morning....I just lie there smelling your pillow, smelling you honey. I wear your clothes and spray your cologne on me every day. I just want to feel you near. The medication that they gave me doesn't seem to help at all....I feel like I'm losing control of myself and just melting. I try to act like I'm ok around other people, I don't know why....so many have turned their backs on us already. I don't care about what other people think, I will NEVER be the same without you. Our wedding day is 2 weeks away.....but I'm withouy you...lost, alone, shattered. WHY did you leave us babe?? I'll never understand and I will always feel the guilt of losing you. I'll always be your girl Jesse, there is no one else in this world for me....I can't wait to see you again my angel!! Love you honey! xoxo
1ST FEBRUARY 2009
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They are not dead,
Who leave us this great heritage of remembering joy.
They still live in our hearts,
In the happiness we knew, in the dreams we shared.
They still breathe,
In the lingering fragrance,windblown, from their favourite flowers.
They still smile in the moonlight’s silver,
And laugh in the sunlight’s sparking gold.
They still speak in the echoes of the words we’ve heard them say again and again.
They still move,
In the rhythm of waving grasses, in the dance of the tossing branches.
They are not dead;
Their memory is warm in our hearts, comfort in our sorrow.
They are not apart from us, but part of us,
For love is eternal,
And those we love shall be with us throughout all eternity.
Anon.
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My Love....
Today has been 3 months since I've been without you my love. I feel like every day is so dark and I'm just so alone. The emptiness is unbearable and the pain that I feel from not having you here with us is excruciating. My life and my spirit is completely shattered, I will never be the same without you Jess. I would trade absolutely anything in this world to be able to have you hold me again. I never thought that I would have to go through the agony and the pain of losing you. We would have been husband and wife in weeks and I'm nothing without you my angel. I feel like I'm losing control and have no where to turn. Life is empty without you, void of joy and your amazing laugh. I would give anything to hear you laugh again and to look at me like you always did...that look...those gorgeous baby blue eyes that I look at everyday in our son and daughter. Jayce looks more and more like you every single day and my heart breaks over and over when they beg for you. I just have so many questions and I hope that you realize how much you truly mean to us....you are our everything. I miss you so much my heart aches when I think of you. I love you with all my heart and soul and the day that we are together again can't come soon enough. Watch over us until we meet again my love. We adore you Jesse xoxo
27TH JANUARY 2009
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A last goodbye,
A kiss to the wind,
No one knows,
The pain I am in.
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I ache to hold you,
To kiss your face,
And now you are gone,
Without a trace.
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But memories I hold,
Deep in my heart,
My love remains strong,
We shall never be apart.
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Fly with the angels,
And feel no more pain,
I will love you each moment,
Till we meet once again.
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love, Jude.x
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I feel like I have nothing without you here Jess. I know that I have the kids and I try to be strong, all I think about is seeing you again and having you hold me. My life and my spirit is ruined. Being without you is like a nightmare. All the questions are like a nightmare. I will never know why you broke your promise to me...that you would never leave me. We were getting married in 3 weeks and now instead of planning our lives together, I have to try and figure out how to be without you. This is absolute hell without you and I just don't even know what I'm supposed to do without you. I can't control the kids at all, I'm stressed out beyond belief. Doc says I'm heading for a breakdown....I don't even care anymore. I miss you so much, without you, I have no heart and soul. I love you so much sweetheart, forever and always I will love you!! xoxo
20TH JANUARY 2009
GOOD MORNING SWEET ANGEL.X
☆ LOVE TO YOU ☆
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FROM JUDE.X
Being without you is absolute torture honey, I'm just lost and don't know what to do. We would have been getting married in weeks and now I just feel like I'm empty and without my heart. I wish that it could all have been different, you have no idea how much I need you my love. The kids still cry every day and beg to have you home. I don't know what to do, I feel so absolutely helpless. I'm alone and without my soulmate, sometimes, I feel like I can hear you and smell you around us. My heart is shattered and I think about you every single second. I will love you forever and my soul will ache for you my angel. Please help me and give me strength with our son and daughter, I feel like I just can't do this alone. Love you Jesse!! xoxo
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