| Location | Fairview |
| Age | 31 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/1977 |
| Date of Death | 28/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,527 since 05/11/2008 |
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Jesse was an amazing husband and father who was taken from us too soon. I can't believe that I would
lose you my love, still yearning for your touch every single day! I miss your kiss, your laugh, your
captivating blue eyes. I miss how you were an absolutely amazing father to our son and daughter, who
yell at the sky every day and tell the angels that they want their daddy back! I can't stop thinking
about you and how you enriched my life. You're in my dreams, my heart and forever a part of my soul.
I feel as if I've lost a part of myself......my soul aches without you my angel. Till we meet again,
I will think of you, wanting to feel your gentle touch. Our son and daughter send their love and
kisses to their daddy my darling. Until then.....I love you Jesse, with my entire heart and soul!
am so sorry for your loss
you dnt now me , it was your pic that attracted me to you and your husband,jesse,it just reminded me of when my son ben had his little girl, unfortunatley he was taken from us 2 wks after she was born , and my heart greves for him everyday, so i realy feel for you, with love and caring thoughts to you and your precious son and daughter x
Babe...I'm completely heartbroken without you. It hurts to see our children suffering without their daddy and not knowing what to do. I'm lost without you sweetheart and I'm in a fog. Empty without you and not knowing what I'm supposed to do. We had a future together, we wanted more children, we had our wedding planned. I just don't know what I'm supposed to do without you. We had a future, and now we have nothing. I beg for you every night, I talk to you, wondering where you are. I pray that you're safe and happy now, no longer suffering. I wish with my whole heart that we could be together. I can't wait until the day that we meet again Jesse. I hope that you will wait for me, so we can meet again and be together forever like we had planned. I wish that I could understand why you have left us. I go over that day in my mind obsessively...wondering if there was something that I could have done or said and you would still be here. I feel so incredibly guilty that I couldn't save you. I know that you were sick but I wish that you could have seen this wasn't your only way out. We miss you terribly my angel. We will love you forever and always, I need to be with you. Please help me. xoxo
Why??......
I can't believe that it's been 4 months today without you, it still feels like yesterday. The pain is just as strong and I yearn for your touch more and more every day. Jayce and Nevaeh still beg for you, it's like time is standing still. I know that you're around, I can feel you sometimes. I don't ever want you to leave us. It's odd but I know that the kids see you sometimes, I could swear. If thats true, please keep doing that for them, they need it. If you would let me see you too, I would love it, or give me a sign babe, Where are you?? I hope so very much that you are safe now and not in pain any longer. I wish that this were all a nightmare that I could wake from. I hope that you will keep us safe and watch over us always. You promised that you would never leave us, you made me that promise, I will NEVER understand WHY?!?! Why Jesse? You are my only love, my heart, my soul, my everything. I miss you every second and I will love you as long as I live my angel! xoxo
THINKING OF YOU , ESPECIALLY TODAY.
GOODNIGHT SWEETHEART,SLEEP TIGHT.
❤ ANGELS' BLESSINGS ❤
When our spirits are low,
and worry overcomes
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that we are never alone
Sent from heaven to guide and help us
find our way
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throughout the whole day
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Our thoughts are with you and your angel.
Copyright, Sam Winson
❤ LOVE JUDE.X ❤
Wedding Day
Today has been so painful and heartbreaking for me babe. We would have been wed on this day...this is the day that we had planned forever. After 7 years together and 2 amazing, beautiful children, you would have been my husband! I wish that it all could have come true and that you were here with us today. Instead, I'm all alone and empty...it still feels like yesterday that I've lost you and no one understands the excruciating pain that I'm in. I can't seem to pull myself up again, it feels like my heart has been ripped out of my chest and you have no idea how much I miss your smile, your laugh....just you. I have no strength left and I feel like I can't do this alone. We had so many plans for the future and it just all came crashing down in an instant. It's not fair!! Even though we didn't get the "marriage certificate" you will always be my husband in my heart and I will forever be your wife. You are my soulmate, the only man that I ever have and ever will love my angel. Please give me strength, I miss you so very much babe. Watch over us....WE LOVE YOU JESSE!! xoxo
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~ ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
Gone are the days we used to share,
But in our hearts you are always there,
The gates of memory will never close,
We miss you more than anyone knows,
With tender love and deep regret,
We who love you will never forget.
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~ ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
Gone is the face we loved so dear
Silent is the voice we loved to hear.
Too far away for sight or speech,
But not too far for love to reach,
Sweet to remember them once here,
Who, though absent, is just as dear.
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~ ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
In all the world we shall not find
A heart so wonderfully kind,
So soft a voice, so sweet a smile,
Inspiration worthwhile;
A sympathy so sure, so deep
A love so beautiful to keep.
♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~ ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~
LOVE JUDE.X
My Angel.....
I long to hold you, to kiss your lips;
To feel the gentle touch of your fingertips.
My heart is shattered, all I feel is pain;
I wish you could tell me you love me once again.
All I have are memories, pictures on the wall;
To be with you, in your arms, I'd give up it all.
Daddy's pretty princess and his wild man, you'd say;
I wish you could only see how much they need you here today.
My life is completely ruined, the tears, a never-ending flow;
If only you could have seen it would break me if you'd go.
So many words left unsaid, actions left undone;
Forever in my heart and soul, you will always be the one.
I will love you with all my heart until the day I die. I will be your girl forever Jesse. My soul aches without you and I miss you so much it hurts! Jayce and Nevaeh send kisses and hugs to you in heaven babe...they say they just want daddy back!! xoxo
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Rest in Peace
To some, the pain of living
Becomes too much to bear.
He chose to end his life,
But that doesn't mean he didn't care.
The blanket of depression,
Shrouds the mind in misery.
And suffocating blackness,
Is all that he could see.
Please know, though you are grieving,
There was nothing you could do.
He chose this way to end his pain,
Not to end his life with you.
So let tears wash away your anger,
Allow your aching heart to grieve.
He found his peace in heaven,
It was just his time to leave.
I'm not angry with you my love, I just wish that you could have realized that you are and always will be our absolute everything. I wish that we could have made it to our wedding date in 2 weeks. You will be the only man for me for as long as I live...I will forever be "Jesse's Girl". I will love you for an eternity, till we meet again my love...wait for me! xoxo
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