Jesse Ace McCorkle

16.04.87 ♥ DANIEL SWADDLE ♥ 10.07 04

✲ THANK YOU JUST ISN'T ENOUGH...........✲


I AM OVERWHELMED AT THE AMOUNT OF TRIBUTES, GIFTS AND CANDLES DANIEL HAS RECIEVED FOR HIS 22ND BIRTHDAY.. I AM TRUELY MOVED.

Thank you for sharing the celebration
And being part of Daniels' special day.
Thank you for being a great friend
In every possible way.

Thank you for being so generous,
thoughtful and so true.
And thank you most of all
For just being you.

Love Jude. x x

Joy shared is joy multiplied. Thank you for coming to my party. Love Daniel. x x

Jude Swaddle (Friend) April 17, 2009

Nothing seems worth it, I wish you were here.
To hold me close and quiet my fears, wipe away my tears.
It will never be the same, life filled with such pain,
I sit alone in the darkness and scream out your name.
I wish this excruciating pain didn't exist,
And if only you could have seen how much you will be missed.

You have no idea how I've now been shattered as a person. Losing you has ripped out my soul and I will never be the same without you. I will never exist without my other half....you. Our years together now seem way too short, I didn't get to say everything that I wanted and how much you truly mean to us. You will be our world forever Jesse. I will wait for the day when we meet again, I can only hope that you will be waiting there for me. All I want is to be with you babe. I love you with all my heart! xoxo

Michelle Giesbrecht (Wife) April 17, 2009

My days and nights without you are absolute torture my love. I long to see your amazing blue eyes and your gorgeous smile. I long to feel your touch and hear your laugh. Sometimes I think that I can hear you late at night while I'm in bed crying. I feel like I'm losing my strength more as each day passes. I realize that I have our babies to take care of, but I feel so weak, I can't do it alone. I need you, THEY need their daddy!! I wish that you could have seen that you would break my soul and spirit when you went. Would you still make the same choice if you knew then that it would absolutely destroy me?? I dread waking up in the morning without you beside me, I think of you every second and just want to feel your strong arms around me again. I would give anything for us to be together. ANYTHING!! I need you babe. Missing you so bad it hurts. Love you forever and always my sweet angel....xoxo

Michelle Giesbrecht (Wife) April 16, 2009

PLEASE COME TO MY PARTY.............

♥ Dear Jesse ,♥

♥ You are invited to Daniel Swaddle's ♥
♥ Birthday Party on the 16th April 2009 ♥
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♥ LOVE DANIEL AND JUDE. X X ♥

Jude Swaddle (Friend) April 15, 2009

JESSE McCORKLE.................................

Gone yet not forgotten,

Although we are apart,

Your spirt lives within me,

Forever in my heart.

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LOVE JUDE. X X

Jude Swaddle (Friend) April 14, 2009

14TH APRIL 2009

♥═══♥ Love You Always.♥═══♥

I sometimes feel my heart will burst
from wanting you so much
I can't explain in words of how
I long to feel your touch.
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There is no way I can convey
this emptiness inside
That seems to tear my soul to shreds
as time goes swiftly by.
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If I could merely hold you near
for just a little while
If I could simply talk with you
or only see you smile.
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To have you look into my eyes
and wait to hear you say
Something that would help me
to take this pain away.
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If I have to wait forever
I guess that's what I'll do
For me, it will be worth it
to finally be with you.
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LOVE JUDE.
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Jude Swaddle (Friend) April 14, 2009

13TH APRIL 2009

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There's no fairy godmother
To make my wish come true,
No genie in a bottle to bring me to you.

No prayer on a fallen star
No magic potion in a jar,
But I can dream and when I do,
I dream that I'm there with you.

A little prayer,a little tear,
A silent wish that you were here.
Tears in my eyes I can wipe away,
But the ache in my heart will always stay.

love Jude. x

Jude Swaddle (Friend) April 13, 2009

●♥● GOODNIGHT AND GOD BLESS. ●♥●

Sometimes when I'm very quiet
I can hear "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
The sound is like music to my ears
and it makes my heart sing.
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When loneliness and emptiness
bring not a sound to hear
You know exactly what I need
as you flutter past my ear.
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Sometimes when I'm very still
I can almost feel "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
Their feathery touch is like magic
and much peace and comfort it brings.
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When I am left with no one
to hug or hold on to
You gently wrap me in your wings
and your love I feel is true.
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Sometimes when I am all alone
and against the distant sky
I can almost see "The Flutter Of Your Wings"
It brings a tear of happiness to my eye.
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When I look around and find not a soul
who cares if I live or die
You flutter your wings up in the clouds
and I find comfort in the sky.
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You are my Guardian Angel
and when I hear, feel and see
This means you are close by my side
and are watching over me.
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Sometimes when I feel so alone
you remind me that I'm loved
My angel sent down from heaven
with much love from up above.
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The love and closeness I sense from you
is all the reassurance I need
That I am someone very special
and I will follow where you lead.

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●♥● LOVE JUDE.X ●♥●

Jude Swaddle (Friend) March 29, 2009

Never be the same...

I know you, where are you now?
Look into my eyes, if you can't remember...
Do you remember?

I can see, I can still find
You're the only voice my heart can recognize...
But I can't hear you now...

I'll never be the same,
I'm caught inside the memories and promises of yesterdays...
And I belong to you...
I just can't walk away cuz after loving you,
I can never be the same...

And how can I pretend to never know you...
Like it was all a dream??
I know I'll never forget the way I always felt with you beside me...
And how you loved me then...

You led me here, then I watched you disappear.
You left this emptiness inside and I can't turn back time.
No! Stay! Nothing and no one compares to you.
I can't let you go...
I can never be the same...
Not after loving you...
I belong to you...
I will never be the same..
I just can't walk away...
No, I'll never walk away from you....



Can't believe that today has been 5 months since you've been gone babe. I wish that you were here with us again and holding me. We miss you so much that my soul is shattered and it crushes me to see our children like this. I'm falling apart and I can't help it. I need you. This is a nightmare and I can't wake from it. Please give me strength and watch over us baby, I'm a mess without you. We miss you so very much and will love you for an eternity. Can't wait until we meet again sweet angel. xoxo

Michelle Giesbrecht (Wife) March 29, 2009

I can't believe that it's almost been 5 months since we've lost you babe. Jayce and Nevaeh still cry and beg for you....hoping they say that daddy will come home. I tell them that you're with the angels and are the brightest star in the sky watching over them. When it snows, or it's foggy and they can't find that star, it tears them apart. I never thought that I would have to endure life without you. I never thought that I would lose you. You promised that you would never leave us. It still doesn't seem completely real. When the phone rings, I hope that it's you. I still smell you and I just wish that I could hold you again. It hurts to not have you here and to be doing this all by myself. My heart is shattered, I feel like life isn't worth living and my spirit is gone. I will never be the same without you, I've lost my soul, my light, my happiness, my dreams, I've lost you my love and I will never be complete without you. I wish that we could be together again. I miss you terribly, I cry and beg for you every single day. I'm falling apart babe. I love you with my entire heart and soul babe, you truly are my soulmate, always have been, always will be.....you know that. I will love you always. xoxo

Michelle Giesbrecht (Wife) March 27, 2009