| Location | Fairview |
| Age | 31 years |
| Cause of Death | Suicide |
| Date of Birth | 04/05/1977 |
| Date of Death | 28/10/2008 |
| Visitors | 3,527 since 05/11/2008 |
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Jesse was an amazing husband and father who was taken from us too soon. I can't believe that I would
lose you my love, still yearning for your touch every single day! I miss your kiss, your laugh, your
captivating blue eyes. I miss how you were an absolutely amazing father to our son and daughter, who
yell at the sky every day and tell the angels that they want their daddy back! I can't stop thinking
about you and how you enriched my life. You're in my dreams, my heart and forever a part of my soul.
I feel as if I've lost a part of myself......my soul aches without you my angel. Till we meet again,
I will think of you, wanting to feel your gentle touch. Our son and daughter send their love and
kisses to their daddy my darling. Until then.....I love you Jesse, with my entire heart and soul!
jesse
I’m by your side, even though I’ve gone,
I’m the wind in your hair & your strength to go on
I’m that bright star shining in the night skies,
I’m the twinkle in your saddened eyes,
I’m the constant whisper in your ear,
I’m the feeling of comfort, amongst many tear
I’m the pain in your heart, that will never end,
I’m your baby, your angel and your best friend.
19TH JULY 2009
Just letting you know I was here......
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to leave lots of love and kisses for you.xx
Took the kids on a short trip to try and just gather my head. It didn't work. Nothing is the same, nothing is right anymore. It's all just a nightmare and I want out of it. The kids are so sad without you. I catch Jace looking at your picture in his room, grabbing it, holding it to his chest and crying. He says that he talks to you. I still just don't understand. You've stopped coming to me in my dreams and I beg for you every day. I just want to be with you babe. We belong together. It hurts that you're not here for our babies. They're getting so big. Jace goes to school in September and Nevaeh is just growing up way too fast. Our beautiful lil princess is 3 and she is just amazing babe. They both are, I guess you know. I hope you're watching over us. I just wish that it wasn't this way. We miss you so much it hurts. Please help me. Love you baby! xo
☆ ♥ 30TH JUNE. 2009. ☆ ♥
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LOVE JUDE. X X
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11TH JUNE 2009
"Give Me Peace" By Lea Dyer Snow
Lord, in this hour I need you, more than words could ever tell.
I feel as if I'm stranded on shores between heaven and hell...
I know you haven't left me, yet my heart feels void of hope.
I feel as if I'm hanging on an old and thread worn rope...
I feel as if my hearts been torn from the breast from which it came.
And sunshine will no longer fill my life, only clouds of darkness and rain...
I know this will pass,
and you will be there to give me comfort and strength and hope.
But until then I can't help the feeling that I'm down to that last thread of rope...
If it breaks, you'll be there to catch me, and raise me back to my feet...
But for now my world is in turmoil, and the essence of life is not sweet...
Give me power to overcome my oppression, and let sunshine back on my face.
Let your spirit overwhelm my cold dark heart,
and let me bask in your warmth giving grace...
Give rest to my tempest of yearning, and faith to my sore lacking soul.
Let me again laugh with my family. Rescue me from this pit in Sheol.
With praise I do worship your blessings, with humility, I ask my release.
From this den of despair I ask mercy...show favour on me...give me peace.
LOVE JUDE. X
I dreamt last night that we were together. I could actually feel your arms around me...it was so real. I wish that we were together again. It hurts that I have to go on without you. I can't believe that it's been 7 months without you when it still seems like yesterday that I lost you my love. My tears haven't slowed, I haven't gotten any "better"....the pain in my heart doesn't go away ever. I think of you every moment and find myself often getting sidetracked and daydreaming.....hearing your laugh...seeing your smiling, amazing blue eyes in my mind. When I think of you, I think that life will be like torture. You've missed so many moments. Our son is so strong babe. He catches me crying sometimes....puts his arm around me and says " I know you miss daddy, mommy " It breaks my soul that they even have had to go through something like this in their lifetime. So young and fragile. They will grow up not knowing you. I pray that they may be able to remember the times that they did share with you when you were here with us. I only hope that you can see it clearly now that you are our everything and we need you, we always have. Til we meet again my angel, I will miss you, I will dream of you and I will count the days until we're together again. Love you sweetheart....xoxo
Baby...I miss you more and more as the days pass. I'm planning our sons 5th birthday party without you. We registered for kindergarten the other day, you weren't there like you wanted to be. YOU were the one that said you always wanted to walk Jace to his first day of school. When I think of you, I instantly miss everything about you. I feel my soul breaking piece by piece everyday, I miss you more. I hope that you're safe, Jace always asks where you go potty for some reason.... :) Nevaeh still asks to see you on a regular basis. It hurts to see them like that. They miss you. It's just not as fun and not the same without daddy here making it perfect! Love you Jesse! Forever and always. xoxo
Thank you to all the kind souls out there who have left poems and lit candles for Jesse. The days without him are pure agony and I'm so glad to have met some amazing people on here....some that understand the exact pain. Thanks for the support everyone! Love to you and all yours lost.....xoxo
♥ Sent with love ♥
♥ As each day goes by ♥
♥ we sit here and wonder why ♥
♥ Our hearts in pain ♥
♥ Our eyes are wet ♥
♥ Our memories we'll never forget ♥
♥ We miss you more & more each day ♥
♥ And in our hearts you will always stay ♥
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
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